Ma why do you lie
almost everyday you make me cry
You always make me feel like i don't belong
like everything i do, is so wrong
you told me you'd always be there
but your never around, not even to care
this feeling i felt, was so bare
do i really deserve this? because this isn't fair
sometimes, i feel like running away
because it seems like you don't want me to stay
its like every time you hurt me, you break my heart
sometimes i just wanna break down, like I'm getting torn apart
and you wonder why I'm always in pain....
because you just make me go insane
I've been tying to fight,my one-and-only fight
but nothing, seems to be going alright
i should just end it now
but how??...but how??
wait, i know, I'll draw you a little picture, but with a twist
not with crayons, but on my wrist
then I'll bleed till i cant bleed anymore
stop breathing...and hit the floor
this is how it should be
but u never could see
well now you do
because ma, o ma, i did this all for you!!!.......