I love him, He love her

In front of the mirror I stood
Without, in my heart one hope
trying to love him was no good
I wish with him I could elope
but this will never happen
he hates me
I feel so misshapen
He is only in love with she
So here is a knife
and here is my arm
I hate this life
so I cause myself this harm
so I lay her to die
to save my life, I dare not try