Confused

You make me think twice when I'm speaking to you
Is he lying or telling the truth
Some moments hurt more me more than others
Like the times I miss you and your brother
But I have to stay strong
I was holding on for too long
I don't understand how you expect me feel
I was loving you while you were playing the field
I'm not with that, thats what I do know
Confused out my mind, but I cant let it show
You got the best of me I wont even lie
You stabbed me in the back hoping I would die
I don't know if I should hate you or love you
Cause I wasn't one time, baby it was two
Twice you stole my heart from me
Took it and tore it in three
I don't think I can go back to that
Not knowing what your really doing or where your at
I lay down and I don't know if I should cry or rejoice because your gone
We had a bumpy ride and I tried to hold on
I'm just so confused