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I am a Friendly gurl and resently (not that resently like 3 years ago but it seems like yesturday) my parents got divorced and at first i thought that keeping my feelings bottled up inside would help (suprisingly the people that say it is better to express yourself and not keep your feelings bottled up were right ) but i was wrong so i started poetry in english and that's when i realized that poems helped express anger and depression and even stress so since then i have been writting poems about life love and divorce but also a few suicidle poems but that is besides the point and if councilers read this stuff i am fine and DO NOT need counciling counsilers give me nightmares.And somedays i feel abused cuz i have abusive friends (Not saying any names.........Ricki Kayla) I use to have this really close friend james and i dunno i guess i went what he considers emo or something im not to sure what it was anyway now he wnt even talk to me and im not sure what i did or whats wrong or anything and it is starting to confuse me |
I am free of you
you know it's true...
My dad he hates me
to everyone who does not see...
I am young
I am old...
It was fun
but now it's done...
Without him i am empty
Yet with him i am not full...
Reflecting on my life
i see my faults...
The screams
The shouts...
She was a true friend
together until the end...
The way i rite is an expression on how i feel i do...
love you all Marie...
You can die a slow painful death
you can burn in hell...
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All the people who judge you are only jealous you have what they want, FREEDOM OF EXPRESSION, that you are not afraid to be who you are!!! |
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Live your life to the fullest don't worry what others think about you because in the end it's your opinion that matters. |
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Love makes living worth while if you find the right person |