For a change

If only u knew how i felt
how i felt about everything.
i never wanted this for us,
to turn out this way, so horrible.
it turns out that u are just as much as a jerk as your friends tried to tell me
i would call you when u asked me to, but you never answered
i would hangout with you every weekend.
every night by that bonfire you held me close and told me that i was beautiful..but it turns out that was all a lie. You never listened to a single word i ever said and you were just feeding me all these lies..i cant believe i bought them all...and now my phone is ringing...and hey it's you, probably trying to get me to come out so you can lie some more...well i'll tell you what, i will come out with you, but i'll look very hot and i wont touch you at all......we'll see how you like wanting something you can't have for a change....loser