Cutting

I feel the sharp knife cut through my skin
the pain,
the sadness,
the tears,
the hurting,
all coming out of my skin with the blood,
you hurt me so bad,
now I have to hurt myself for letting you hurt me
for all the stuff you put me through
The blades,
The razors,
The knives,
The pain and blood,
I love it just like i loved you,
and all you did was hurt me
so mow i have been hurting myself because i can't hurt you,
everything is going cold and dark
just like your heart,
the cutting of my skin makes me feel like a real person
the razors, blades, and knives don't judge me like people do,
now all I have to say is you can go to hell and I'll be back for you!!!!!!