While I am like this

by Niki   Feb 16, 2004


Love can heal the broken heart
but how do you love without the trust
I should have just said no before I let it start
I just didn't know it would be just lust

Finally I thought I would be unafraid
But this time you just had to stay
I thought it was what I wanted
but I'm scared like I am being hunted
My heart races, I'm just terrified
to let go of my heart, just know I tried
But I just cant do it when I'm like this
Its hard when I'm thirsting for your kiss.

The nights seem so lonely
And I'm wishing you could hold me
but I back away and begin to cry
Because I don't know if its all a lie
so I'm sorry but I am not worth your love
you can find better just look above.

You tell me you wont hurt me
I believe you, but thats not what scares me
I don't want to hurt you, while I'm like this
I will always be your friend, and you I will miss

And my nights are just so lonely
And I wish you were here to hold me
I just cant help but back away and cry
I'm so afraid this will all become a lie
I'm so sorry, but I know, you can find better
This will be my last song and letter

Just remember I didn't want to hurt you
I just didn't know what to do
I'm just no good while I'm like this
and friend, remember that you I shall always miss.

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