I once hade...

I walk threw this so called life on whats left of my broken hopes and dreams. They are never to rise again.Never to show there full beauty.
i jog on this so called street of dreams. The horrible dream that chase away all the beauty in things so grand. Never to seem so terrific ever again.
i skip threw this Vally of love. Surrounded by all things black and gloomy. Never to let the heart show it worth.
i run threw this empty place of h loneliness. Its so quite here not a sound will be made, not a face will be seen.
i crawl threw the Blvd of shattered and broken burned and torched memories. Only the bad ones seem to linger in this desalt place.
i cry threw the happy days. I try to grab hold of one. It teases on fingers it seems so whole. I grab it and as soon as i have it it slips threw my fingers just like sand.
i die in this so called realty witch fills you with hope dreams and love. In this place you are on top of the world and then IT all comes falling down.
i lie in this so called casket. With grass and dirt as my only friends now. In this box is where I finally can rest in peace. But now I want to enjoy the walks, the crawling, the crying the life i once Had.... but I\'m one tear to late now that i finally realized that.

i know it sucks but come on at least give me a 2 i tried i really did.
-Samantha