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I've never been one to let my emotions show.
but i can't take all this pain anymore. i used
to just blink away the tears, instead the tears
come running down my face. i used to be
able to fake that smile, I'm not that good of
an actress anymore. that fake laugh was
fooling everyone, i forgot how to laugh.
every things falling apart, && i don't know
how to control it anymore, as the tears
come rolling down my face.