Always there*

We spend many nights together,
on his roof, watching the stars
i look deep in his eyes and
i see the true in himself
hes so innocent and loving
i cant control my desires.
he'll always make me feel special
like i have something to go on for.
no matter what i do
he'll always be there.
i dont want to feel this way but theres not much i can do,
can you control who you love?
no.
its just a swelling of the heart.
a thing you cant live without.
and i think about it, i cant live without my dearest neighbor and friend.
hopefully later my love.