Crying in the darkness

My eyes are watery
cant see nothing but black
all of a sudden
the vision comes back

As he lie there looking so calm
i cant stand the pain
he's felt for so long

Its finally his time
his time to let go
he starts to slip
but no so slow

First was his brain
than he could not talk
then goes the pain
from 45 years of a walk

As i lean over him to say my last goodbye
my eyes start to quiver
then i start to cry

His soft words star to echo
"your a good kid just apply your self more"
"your not a bad person just cause your poor"

i started to smile
then gave him a kiss
as i started to walk back to the car
i noticed that his presents i will very much miss!