But........

They say it in a whisper.
Thinking I can't hear it.
But I do.

They say it out loud.
Trying to make it seem their laughter is at someone else.
But I know who they are laughing at.

They think it doesn't cause any harm.
Knowing I won't do anything about it.
But the nights I spend relieving the pain.

The think I'm way to fat.
Thinking it wont hurt my feelings.
But it cuts through me like a knife.

They think they are so funny.
Cuz they are the rich societies.
But I don't find them so cool.

They think everyone loves them.
Yeah I really love you for making want to end my life.
But the fact is you make suicide possible.

They think they are better than us.
Yeah maybe in your head.
But they will keep thinking they are hot s**t.

And then when you end up on the six o'clock saying your sorry cuz now I'm dead.
But don't worry, Its all fine now.
But dont be sad, its your dreams I will haunt...............