Why cant they see

Why cant they see
what they are doing is killing me
their trying to keep me close but there pushing me away
it gets worse and worse every day
i sit in my room and cry
every day more of my hopes die
i have to hide the siccors now
i try to stop myself from thinking about it but i dont know how
they think im smiling
but inside im dying
why cant they let me be
why cant they get out of there own world look around and see
im so unhappy
i just want to leave this place
i just want to erase the trace
i want them to forget i was here
and let them live there lives and i wont interfear
im scared of myself and that not right
i cant even trust myself in my own room at night
so all the pain i feel inside
cuz i know i ruined my life
im scared i might try to end it with a knife
but not tonight