DEAR DAD

Well what do I call a deadbeat, lowlife, no life for that matter person well Iâ??m forced to call him â??DADâ??. And unfortunately thatâ??s what you are my DAD. Not that u deserve to even be called that. Well youâ??re anything but a dad you have been the thing that put your son through therapy you make me cry every night and make my mom regret a lot of things she did. You have brought a lot of useless grief to my whole family. My mom always tells me that youâ??re not worth it but I â??THOUGHTâ?? otherwise I actually thought you would change yea right thatâ??s going to happen NOPE you NEVER call never come over or anything of that sort. No one knows where you are and frankly I donâ??t really care you never gave me anything good to remember. You havenâ??t really EVER been there. Youâ??ve been in and out all my life for a long time. Do you even feel bad that you make me cry EVERY day? Do you know what that does to me I donâ??t think you do because if you did you would try. Youâ??re a disgrace to all those great fathers out there that CARE about their kids. But you know whatâ??s funny is that you cant find the time or money to support 2 of YOUR kids but you can sure support that gold diggers 12 kids RIGHT yea ok you sound real wrong doing that. But to tell you the truth you doing what you did has made me a better person because youâ??ve taught me that no one deserves a man like YOU. You only wanted my mom for a little time, you didnâ??t deserve my mom if all you were going to do was leave her without anyone. If it wasnâ??t for MAMAand everyone else who helped my mom who knows what would have happened. Who knows where we would be right now. Thank god for them - they made my life great. My mom has been the person who replaced you she has been more than you could ever be. Yea we have our rough paces but that only makes us stronger. I donâ??t need you in my life if youâ??re only going to make it a living hell. How do you live with yourself KNOWING that youâ??re a dead beat dad, you didnâ??t go to your daughtters graduation and donâ??t even call for her birthday. You make my family hate your guts. Even your own sister hates you. Youâ??re one of the biggest disgraces known to man. You donâ??t deserve anything you have. I havenâ??t heard a sorry out your mouth but you probably donâ??t think u did anything wrong. Well you DID. No matter what you say it wont change all the things you did to me and Brian you have put him through depression and made me always wonder what would have happened if you were in my life would I be a better person or worse I will never know because we have already grown up my - mom already did all the work. The tears and the fighting she did. And I donâ??t tell her enough that she has done a great job with us she has been my rock through all this stuff. She has helped me with everything I have ever done she has never complained once. I hope you know this is coming from my heart and itâ??s all true. Your actions will continue hurting me until the day I die but I hope you know YOU mean nothing to me anymoreâ?¦
AMyYAmy