I cant think,if i could just block everything out,just so i could breath,give me a second to catch up,to find my way,if i remember correctly your the one who didn't stay,i need to say whats on my mind, before my heart unbalances and unwinds, its the power that keeps me going, finding a way to keep you from knowing, i have words to say,but its better if you don't hear them, so much pain some guilt but yet you had little knowing filled my head with only lies, i didn't even no you i new your lie, and all i ever did was cry, i don't understand why i am the way i am, but I'm not going to change, I'm angry in sad I'm happy I'm excited but just because of life, that i dint no what is out there give me a taste, give me a hit try me once so i could no,the meaning to feelings in life! why am i angry all so sudden, its not that i hate myself why am i sad, i get excited for stupid reasons but not for excitement itself, i can say i lived one crazy ass life, but its one day at a time, if i got one thing i wished for it'll be wished upon life itself something i might need to be but not going to be!!
