Live or die?

My heads been given a choice as i ponder the thought of life or death i cant seem to find my voice.

MY heart says live my head says die should i take this sharp knife and end my life.

Or should i give this one last try .what to do i always believed i could trust you.

I just might die today i just might live tomorrow but I\'m to afraid to make this choice.

Is it possible to be happy or does happy mean i must die no one can see this terrible choice i have to make .

Its almost unbearable to think about,but my hearts already dead i died the day the day you said goodbye.

I guess my decision has been made as i lie in bed blood soaks my sheets you memory will start to fade.

But in the last minuet of my life the memory of wanting to be be you wife provokes me.

But its to late and i start to cry cause Ive already chosen my fate.

I choose to die with not even 1 more try.