The New Me

Ive tried so hard to hide this
The endless pain I feel
I know that in this world
Theres no way I can heal

I used to be so sad
Throughout the day and night
Because I couldnt find a way
To ever win this fight

But then I got a boyfriend
And my life just turned around
I never seemed to frown
For I never felt put down

So for 9 straight months I smiled
For your brightened all my days
I tried to show my love for you
But I couldnt find the ways

Then again it happened
I was alone just like before
I couldnt think to live
I couldnt take this anymore

So here I am again
Just like I used to be
And now Im sad to say
That this, might just be me