Lost in my mind

I need to close my eyes for a minute. I need to drift away from all of the pain i hold locked up inside. My mind cant rest nor can it sleep. I lay at night with only my thoughts to haunt me. Pulling me and tugging me in all direction. My mind falls apart as my thoughts over power me. My heart is racing my palms are sweating, i cant stop it, its an on going battle that i always seem to lose.I'm locked up in my mind where I cant find my way out.It trying to find my way in the dark with all of my thoughts taunting me and yelling. I'm reaching for the door but it wont open and there is no one out there to open it..So i wait in my mind with only my thoughts to keep me company till the day some one lets me out...