Bloody wrist. Tired restless eyes. And an empty bottle. The night is to cold. Without you, there is nothing for me to hold. My heart aches. And I canâ??t focus my mind. We try to run, but ran out of time. Nothing seems right. Everything is so wrong. Without you here is a waste. Life does not have a purpose. Eternity has no time. Everything is gone. Please help me... I canâ??t hold on. The demons scratch on my door. The angels turn their backs. God doesnâ??t seem real. I canâ??t stand his touch. I hate his kiss. I want you. But it canâ??t be that way. I canâ??t remember to breathe. Iâ??ve forgotten how to cry. Iâ??m so lost. The pain is to powerful. Depression has settled. Nothing could be better. Without you life holds no purpose, no reason, no settlement. I need a comfort. I need a release, but the grasp is so tight. My strength has withered away with our past. My thoughts circle around suicide. I wonder if that is the route I am suppose to follow. Maybe, because I donâ??t think that US can possibly be. A crow flies by. The flower Iâ??ve had forever, finally dies. My light has finally shut off. The guilt wraps itself around my throat. And Iâ??m strangled. I hang there, waiting for you to come and cut me down. But you never come so I close my eyes and put myself to a never ending sleep. My magic world has lot its powers. All my pixies have died. My realm is vanished.
