I Killed Myself

I'm dieing mom, don't let me fall.
I'm drowning mom, the pain is eating me raw.
Please help me. I can't feel my hands.
Mom I can't move. Mom you don't understand.
Mom don't go. I didn't mean for you to cry.
Mom I love you. I'll wake up, I'll try.
Mommy stop crying, stop it hurts.
Mom, mom please just stop.
Why can't I feel you? Mom I'm right here.
Listen to me. You have nothing to fear.
Why can't you hear me? Wait what are they doing to my bed? Take it, go ahead!
Who's that little girl with blood on her wrist? Wait that's me. I'm dead!, I'm dead!, I'm dead!
It actually when through. I'm not here anymore. What did I do?
Did I do this on purpose? Or was I just sad? I tried to kill myself. It happened and now I'm mad.
I didn't tell my mom that I loved her.
Do you think she knows?
I killed myself and left my mom all alone.
Now I'm in the ground, with my mom and family all around.
I guess what I did, didn't really make them proud.
I thought they would be happy just to see me go. How could I've been so stupid?
I did this on my own.
I killed myself...