Secrets of my Heart

Baby I'm going to tell you things,
From right down in my heart,
I know that you might not want to hear,
But its tearing me apart.

I feel sad all the time,
And not just because I miss you,
I think about our past,
And all that we've been through.

I hurt alot when I think of it all,
Because I know the mistakes I've made,
And nobody is perfect I know,
But still my scars inside don't fade.

I'm simple words, I'm scared,
And I love you but it doesn't feel right,
It doesn't feel right, the pain we feel,
And the restless, tear-filled nights.

I believe when you say you love me,
But only because I don't know what else to do,
But just because I'm saying these things,
Don't doubt my love for you.

I love you more then words can tell,
But my heart is broken so bad,
I only wish you'll understand my sadness,
And don't, please don't, get mad.

I think of the way I make you feel,
And as I type tears pour from my eyes,
But angel I'm so sorry for the pain I caused,
And how I hide my true feelings with lies.

Truth is honey I just don't know anymore,
I don't know how I feel down inside..