Thoughts I Thought

As I lay there on my bed
many thoughts drifted through my head

I wish I had that man
but I don't believe I can.

I wish I was perfect in ways
Because nothing I do is right these days

I wish I could see
that my family actually loves me

I wish I could be brave
and stop the things I crave.

I wish I was pretty
yes I know it's a pity

but the best of all the thoughts I thought was one thing I haven't got

I wish I found a love so true
whoever you are, i hope to soon find you.