Here comes the flood of tears
And after all these years
I see I've done it wrong
I see I don't belong
My mistake I knew I made
This error to be paid
Will ruin my life this time
Oh chime these sad bells chime
She gives me options but it's not clear
My uncertain heartbeat I only hear
The days she gives me only 5
These last days that I'm alive
My judgment day is here
My future now is clear
The sad thing I must do
The sadness I'll see in you
I tell you now, very guilty
Your smile I do not see
On your face now is a frown
You joyful smile turned upside down
You ask me why I chose this way
I do not know, that's what I say
I didn't want to be this sad
I see now my choice is bad
You look at me different now
As if I could have known somehow
How different I would be
But inside I'm still me...
((this is about when i told my friends and my teacher about how i cut...it was really bad my teacher gave me five days to tell my parents what im doing or else she'll tell them. I never told them....you know what? Neither did she.))
