Once again, im sorry.

I think im going crazy
lights are everywhere
and too many colors
this really isnt fair.

i dont know where im going
i need to throw up
where am i?
this is enough

the last thing i remember
is my mom kissing me goodnight
wishing me sweet dreams
im loosing my sight

now everything is black
where is the noise?
can i wake up now?
do i have a choice?

what a nightmare
just alone in the dark
no one will know im here
ill die without a trace, without a mark.

i know i wasnt perfect
and i brought you down with me
but is it too much to ask
can you help me see?

please come and get me.
ive sunk in too low
i know ive pulled you in with me
but theres something you dont know.

i love you.