My mind doesn't know what to think anymore,
my heart and soul are so lost,
sometimes I feel like just giving up,
but in the end what would be the cost.
I don't know where I'm going,
I'm so sad and so confused,
I wonder if my life is leading me anywhere,
I feel so twisted and used.
Inside I am screaming,
outside I am crying,
only God knows the true hurt and anger,
all the pain and the lying.
At night I have racing thoughts,
and constant tears fill my eyes,
I don't know who I am anymore,
and in life how I will ever get by.
For help I know I can turn to God,
and he will help me find a way,
to him I have given all my trust and faith,
so I continue to pray for a better life,a better day.
