Selfish suicide

So many moments you gave up
so many things you just stopped

how could you have done what you did to me
you took your life that its plain to see

i would of rather you taken mine before yours
by doing so you have closed all my doors

you got to leave and go some where new
while the rest of us are stuck here mourning over you

taking your life was the must selfish thing you could do
while you get to die i am stuck here wishing i was dead too