Angel...

My very best friend lived a life,
A life of misery and pain ,
parent's not caring ,
no real friends in sight,
and a whole life left behind ,
she looked to me for confindment,
and ill never forget what she said ,
she said she would live a full life ,
but that she was better off dead ,

A year ago on april 17th this year ,
was the day of her death ,
she commited suicide ,
an overdose and meth ,
she also took a blade of hers and took it to her arm ,
watching the blood stain her clothes ,
as she drifted off afar,

As its been a year now ,
I try and get people to be aware,
That suicide isnt everything ,
but i know my Angel is up there ,

So as she said to me so many years ago ....

\" If you need a hug come see me and ill have one just for you , if u need a friend im here to , but if u really need someone just to talk to ill always be here no matter what , where or when .... ill do it just for you \"

To this day i cry at night ,
missing her so bad ,
so if any of you read this ,
think about what i said ,
know this is a true story ,
i have her final letter to prove ,
and think about it for once ,
how well would you do ,
if u knew she wrote her last letter to you .....

R.I. P Angel my best friend forever and my gaurdian Angel may your soul be in a better place and may you find peace

" If tears could build a stairway ,
and memories a lain
i'd walk right up to heaven ,
and bring you home once agian "