Ways To Die !?

I'm lying on my bed
so many thoughts run
through my head

Should i do it with pills, a razor, or just a gun.
i can take it no more my body's to far numb.

I can no longer hide the scars you make
The innocents of life i must take

It wont take long, it'll be over quick
to my decision i must stick

I just wanna be over it - i just wanna be done,
From my problems i no longer run,

I no longer laugh or even smile
its like I'm to far in denial