I wish you knew...

I know we've always been together
Sharing secrets to one another
Friendship is our only foundation
That keeps me holding to this kind of relation

But there's one secret that you don't know
One thing that I can't even show
Something that I can't even utter
Coz I'm afraid of the consequences

I tend to smile even I'm broken inside
I tried not to shed tears in front of you
I always try to pretend and hide
Of feelings that is so vivid and true

I always see you in a different way
Coz I'm fallen for you more each day
But you have someone else
And you only see me as your close friend

You don't know how it ripped me apart
How your love for her chocked my heart
I don't even know how can I survived this
Seeing myself slowly dies from aches

But there are times I wished you knew
Or words would slip softly from my lips
Or feelings you can mirror from my eyes
And my feeling would fly free

I always wish you knew
I'm tired of always hiding
How I wish wishes do come true
Up to know, for your real love, I'm still hoping...