You will pay!!!

I love you, you love me too,
all these words do is make me blue,
they put me in a fake high,
then drop me down and make me cry,
now my heart is bleeding, down it flows,
i want to make you pay, thats the way it goes,
but i cant i dont have the right,
so i will hurt myself, i will bite,
my toungue as i take a knife,
and then i will end my life,
i feel this is the only way,
to really truly make you pay.