So far

This heart is so heavy
this is my burden to carry
this is what i get for loving
for giving all of me without expecting anything in return
after all this time I'm still here
and you're not mine
time is killing me
eating away at my sanity
I'm far from being OK
just when i thought i was safe
you are taken away from me
I'm left here breathing in dry blood and the stench of a rusty blade
I'm so far from being sane