I just don't understand
this feeling that I have
making me feel so wonderful
but then making me
try to run and hide
there are really no words to express
the way it feels
I'm just too afraid
i can only imagine things happening
but when the time comes
i end up running away
shutting everything out
i wish i wasn't afraid
of what could happen
this doubt i have
would never be there
if it wasn't for the one
who threw me away
none of this makes sense
as i try to explain
the way i feel inside
but i try to be stronger each day
trying to forget the past
but failing to erase
this doubt from my mind
I'm just so afraid
drifting farther away
into hopelessness
