Why this happened to me....

Mother sits crying
father doesnt know why
their beloved daughter
wanted so badly to die
they came into her room
just as she lay dead
with gunpowder stained fingers
and a gunshot to the head
but in her hand a note
clear for all to see
a blood stained piece of paper
title 'why this happened to me'

the note they took
twas dealed with a kiss
and the words inside
were read like this

i am sorry i did this so
but i want everyone to know
that my life i wish not to keep
for the pain i endure is way to deep
i tryed to smile and get along
clap my hands and rejoyce in song
but as hard as i try, this isnt me
nor is the person for all to see
but i wish to be normal, & not hurt you so
this was my choice and now my blood flows
so as i say sorry, for all that i've done,i want you to enjoy life and have fun, i want you to be happy and free...
and that is this happened to me.