Pittyful Hatred

Crazy thoughts run
through my head
Fast like a sickness
Needing to be fed.

I envy you cause
your powerful for
you have always led.

Burning like a fire
trimmed in bloody red.

You told me that you
loved me easy to be said.

your words jolted through
me as you layed with me in bed.

I would of easily rejected
them if i knew what was ahead.