To him,So Sorry

A rainy day
will it be ok
she thinks to herself
she love's him
and she thinks she hurt me
So she sits here crying
while lying
to herself.
She did not want it this way
but its just another day.
Tearing her up inside
she's on this ride
of sadness and pain
driving her insane
hoping its alright
can't take this pain tonight
only time will tell
if all is well.