As i cut my self

As i cut my self i watch the blood bleed down from my arm. wishing iwas dead. feeling so mad istart to smash my head against the stairs over and over and over screaming in pain will someone help me and love me for who iam!
as i cut my legs next i feel dizzy no one is home to hold me in my arms no one to say i love you don\'t you see.
but iwas to late as her mom held her in her arms she died her mom cried why didn\'t i see this comming why god why have i been such a fool to see she was in so much pain and all she wanted was me to love her

From Ania age 20 toronto canada