Biggest mistake.

We're on the phone.
You tell me you love me
I tell you to leave me alone.

I push you away
More and more everyday.
Its my biggest mistake.

I know I love you.
I know you care.
But its not enough
when your not there.

I feel your heart beat in my mind.
I can sometimes feel your breath
when I'm asleep dreaming
but I know your miles away

If i keep doing this
I am going to lose you.
i cant lose you
when your the only reason to live.

I love you with all my heart
I'll do anything to prove it.
Last night was the worst
Night of my life.

I made the biggest mistake.
I know you must be mad.
But I'll admit
I have been bad!