Wishing I Could Go Back...

She told me he was gone
That he was never coming back
She said she had forgotten him
Left him in the past

Yet here I am today
Wishing I could go back
Back to beginning
To be sure it would be a fact

That he was never coming back

Though I knew the day would never come
The day where she would leave him
I still tried to pretend
Pretend life would be the same again

Now I'm here today
Lying in my bed
Screaming with my conscience
But nothing's being said

As the pastor preaches
Tears run from mommy's eyes
While she apologizes profusely
That daddy made me die