Look!!!

This is what you did to me
you never see
i tried to get your attion
i really did
i wanted to what i could do
in your head wasn't there
you gave me a blank stair
they say i did this to my self
they say i could of stopped
but...
i could not stop
their was only one way to lose my pain
i gave in
you never saw my scars
on the inside or out
i practly put them in frount of you
but you didn't cair
you gave me a blank stair
you lived in a perfect would
with a perfect family
i wasn't in that family
shure our last names are the same
when people speak your name
i put my head down in shame
after a while
i stopped caring
my only friend was a blade
i started a little
but then increased
my scars tell a story
of pain
and blame
a story of truth
that leads to you
S.Ruth