I shouldnt

I shouldnt have told you
About all of this shit
I just should have kept pretending
Like I normally did

Instead I told you
The story of my life
How I just couldnt take it
And how I almost grabbed the knife

I really shouldnt have told you
Because now you kill like me inside
I guess I just want to tell you
Im sorry for all the times Ive lied

Theres nothing I can do now
Because Ive hurt you way too bad
But can we still be best friends
Because youre all Ive ever had

And when Im gone
Please continue to carry on
And it will hurt inside I know
But I need you to go on when Im gone

Because Ill always need you
To keep alive my memory
And please when Im gone
Oh please remember me

Remember all the good times
And how my life went by way too fast
But dont remember how I died
Because that has to be part of the past

Remember how we were best friends
And how when we were together
That nothing could ever be wrong
In either sunny or stormy weather

I just shouldnt have told you
How my life was falling apart
How much blood I was bleeding
With the knife stabbed through my heart

This is dedicated to all the people ive pushed my problmes on and how bad ive hurt a lot of people...esp stazi i love all of you