Hurt

I'm trying so hard,
But hard it is,
I don't want to like you,
But I can't help but give.

Truthfully I lie,
And sometimes I hide,
In this place,
Where sometimes I cry.

Trying is so hard,
But what can I do?
It's so hard when,
You're you...

I yell to stop,
But the rest yells,
To go,
And sometimes I wonder if I should really know.

It's so hard to understand,
So hard to see,
But really tell me,
Have you ever wanted me?

I can't stop this,
Even though I know it won't work,
The only thing ill be left with,
Is hurt.