A fading memory (song)

Long forgotton tears from fate
fighting sarrow with my hate
the color grey its all i see
blinding fear with agony
moisten tears inside of me
how you push them down my cheeks
running faster hear my screams
darkness here inside my head
searching for what cant be found
lost in scilence not a sound
with noone to be around
never lost so never found...

2nd verse
for the tears ive cried so long
i beg thee to help me on
things that shall not be spun
the things i have never done
so moon hear my plee
and so very suttly
take this all away from me
oh wake me from this horrid dream
the night has come into my soul
it stays a while then it knows
that i have nothing left to take
inside my own self i break

3rd verse
kissing peatles so white
reminding me of the night
that my memories were lost
as was i my thoughts were crossed
the dying song is here again
to help me die my every whim
the things my heart have taken
will never come again