Sitting here in the dark,
Knowing the deadly path I'm about to embark.
All these feelings I've suppressed,
Have led me to be depressed.
I'm only a sophomore,
And i don't want to live my life anymore.
HELP!!, I've cried over the years,
Hoping you'll help me get over my fears.
Trying to show you all the pain i hold inside,
But all you do is push me aside.
Every time i fall,
You say I'll get over it all.
Then how come my pain is still here?
Down my cheek runs a tear,
It's time for me to go away,
I can no longer stay,
Life i can no longer withstand.
I hold this pistol in my hand,
Put it close to my head,
This shall be my last breath,
Soon to follow will be death.
I let the trigger go,
Slowly, my blood starts to flow.
Now I'm here in my room,
You will find me soon.
And you'll be wondering, why?
Why, i committed suicide?
The truth is,
I didn't want my life to end like this.
The memory of me, i will leave behind,
Knowing you'll forget i ever existed, over time.
