Deep In The Mind

HI, this is my first Poem ever, tell me what you think !!

Rage....Disturbance...Confusion
Its all inside
Deep in the mind
Dont bother yourself searching..Someday it will show up,
later i hope

"Tick.....Tick......Tick"
Time goes on, and nothing appeared !!

"Whats wrong man?"
Smile on the face , with confident words "Nothing My Dear , I just feel tired"

Well, I didnt lie,I am tired , but not Physically,
Its Deep in the Mind
"Anything I can DO ?!"
Bigger smile this time , "NO My dear , I will Survive"
With no Confidence, the last words were.
But you didnt notice that , or you just ignored it !!

"Tick.....Tick......Tick"
Time goes on, I wish i can stop it.
No one can.
I wish that i can go back in time ,
so i can do everything again and again ,

"There are a lot of wrong things",
This goes as reminder in my thoughts,every 10 minutes
even in my sleep.
Deep in the Mind

I used to wish for a Bullet ,
to find it's home
Deep in the Mind (Physically)

But in all of this Disturbance,
There is one thing for sure
GOD is There , and he Knows what goes there
Deep in the Mind
He sent me an angel , who cares a lot
who is trying to correct things
who is sweet and generous
who Admits that she is weak also and needs help in return.
who Cares for others
and the most important Who Listens

"Tick.....Tick......Tick"
I feel comfortable this time listening to the time Ticks
Deep in the Mind