Another suicide story ((she))

She looks at herself in the mirror,
tears of pain on her face,
she knows she\'s lying to herself
& she does miss his warm embrace

She goes into the kitchen,
& grabs a butcher knife
As she heads back to the bathroom
she plans to take her life

She sits on the toilet seat
thinking about all that shes going through
she hates regrets, tears, and pain,
and doesn\'t know what to do

No ones home at all
But it wouldn\'t matter anyways
She\'d still do what she wanted,
regardless of what they would say

She remembers when she talked to him
on the phone always late at night
She\'d tell him her life was a mistake
and he\'d try to make things all right

He was always there for her,
until the day he met her best friend
he told her that feelings had changed
& their relationship had to end

So everyday she sees them walking
staring right in each others eyes
everything comforting he\'d ever said
had been nothing but pure lies

& every time her friend had ever said
they\'d always be best friends
well that wasn\'t true either
because forever always ends

Obviously her whole existence
really was a big mistake
they took her granted, pushed her away
and left her with nothing to take

So there she sits on the toilet seat
holding the knife to her wrist
she begins to slit, a little bit
while tightly clenching her fist

She thinks about how he hurt her,
She cuts a little more
She believes shes truly lost everything
so what is there to live for?

She thinks about her best friend
all the times they shared
as she sees the blood flow slowly increase
she begins to get scared

But she knows she has to do it,
they\'ve basically ruined her life
they\'re the whole god damn reason
she decided to turn to the knife

Suddenly she feels it
she slit the cut to deep
She drops the knife to the floor,
& falls from beneath her feet

she feels her body give in,
her soul just plunges out
her mind runs crazy with different thoughts
as she gives out a loud shout

So there she was on the bathroom floor
Slowly fading away
& as left she decided that,
she\'d leave with nothing to say

She finally got what she wanted
She can lift her head no more
Everyone can see how she took her life
As she lay there on the floor

No more pain for her
As she floated away from earth
& now she\'ll never get to see
how much her life was actually worth!!

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