New Best Friend

I know i dont fit in
so why do i even try
they always try to break me
to the point i wanna cry
i try to be nice
and take other peoples advice
but it only makes it worse
so all i do is curse
i try to keep it all inside
but i dont know how much more i can hide
i just keep it all locked up
and this pain will keep building
until im sealed shut
all these days come and go
and the pain remains the same
because nobody knows
now it looks like all i have is this knife.
which will slowly take away my life.
it will be my new best friend
and soon all other troubles will just end.