Echo

This pain
The damn frustration
Is so overwhelming
And echos through my veins
I want to slit my wrists
Take my life
And end this shit that continually drives and plunges me into a dark sadness
My eyes tear with anger
My hands clench with rage
Why can't you shut the hell up?
And why can't I satisfy you?
No matter what I do
Disappointment is the only feeling you possess for me
I've tried so damn hard to do what is right
How can't you see that?
I'm tired of being what you want
It is now time to satisfy my thirst for life
Your rules mean nothing
And your words are dead to me
Frustration and pain
Pain and rage
Daily, it repeats itself
This never ending cycle kills me slowly
And quietly I am dieing
Watch me dive into the depths of death
Why?
Because your wrath has caused this
Deeper I drive into this dark world full of strange comfort
To escape my hurt and your words
Yet my frustration continues to haunt me
And even in death
I hear your screams echo after me

(C) Copyright 2006 by Kyleene Mitchell