Depression and darkness

I try not to think about you
i try not to feel a thing
i try to act like its just not true
that I'm not really going through
all this pain
inside, I'm going insane
i cant sleep
i cant eat
all i do is cry
i just wanna die
w/o you life is just not worth living
its not worth giving
all that i got
just to realize that its not
how it was supposed to be
how you ruined me
i cant hide the proof on my wrists
i cant seem to unclench my fists
as the blood leaks
and the tears flow
i want to tell someone
i don't want to be the only one who knows
but no one would understand
i need to hold someones hand
but there's no one there
i don't even know if anyone cares
I'm so depressed
there's nothing i can do
to stop this feeling of emptiness
even after everything I've been through
i try to go out and live again
to forget about the end
and start somewhere new
but all my thoughts turn back to you
even though I've let you go
i just do not know
anymore