Now ima tell u straight up,
I miss u
And i still care about u,
And im not scared ta say,
I\\\'m not my strongest yet.
But i am strong enough ta realize,
I needa grow old with a man who gives me respect.
Not a little boy who only wants ta put hickies on my neck.
I\\\'m too grown for that.
I want tha whole package,
Not jus tha sexual actions.
See tha love i gave u,
I didn\\\'t kno i needed ta tell u,
I wanted it back.
I gave u that love thats hard ta find,
Seeing if u would top that.
But i guess u ain\\\'t pass my test.
Tha 3 years i went through,
And finding out tha results,
Oh wut a mess.
But a mess im able ta clean up
And start from scratch again.
I ain\\\'t forgettin about u and movin on already,
I ain\\\'t sayin i don\\\'t care anymore.
All im sayin is \\\"Thank You\\\" for bein there for me.
And i kno that might sound dumb,
But just keep readin,
Who said i wus done?!?
I said \\\"Thank You\\\"cuz u gave me tha strength i never felt before.
Ta do things in tha future,
I never thought of.
See,
I\\\'m finally glad my ropes let go,
Ta be that bridge that fell apart,
Cuz that wus tha last time for me ta be walked on!
P.S.
I kno this don\\\'t sound like me
But hey,
I like tha new me.
Thanks for makin me see,
How i really wanna be.
