Slow pain

Darkness, lights gone
Saddness, more to come
Looking for your shadow,
But you are not there
Calling out your name,
But you couldn't hear
Picturing your face,
It's not clear
Craving for your touch,
Wipe off my tear
Right now, I feel like plastic,
Unreal, invisible..
The scar on my heart,
Not healing
The pain growing..
Irresistible..
Memories passing by,
The things you put me through
My eyes shut tight,
My nightmare came true
Fire burning inside me,
I'm feeling the danger
Time wrapped around me,
My vision grows darker
Trapped in my own anger,
I'm becoming a fighter
The hellstorm takes over,
How I wish this would end faster
Painful crying of my,
Only a music to your mind
I was just too blind,
To see the meaning from behind
clock has gone powerless,
Lighting strike me into senseless
My heart rate is limitless,
My blood turns colorless
Leaving me here hopeless,
Helpless, faithless, lifeless
Someone, anyone,
Rip my heart out into pieces
Love me, let me feel the soft rain
Destory me, erase this slow pain..